MAY FLOWERS

Flowers are the result of pollination, followed by fertilization, leading to the formation and dispersal of the seeds. I believe that this is often times not an easy process. Specifically the process of growth and development. Sometimes there is a struggle, a tugging back and forth of different forces and then there is the downpour of rain, heavy rain. I think the heavier the rain, the harder the stuggle to fight against the odds of survivial. Last month in April, I had a downpour of some heavy rain. There was definitely the stuggle of forces to stay motivated, and encouraged to rise to the next level. My mental, emotional, and spiritual capacities were warring against the process of growth, healing and development. I took my eyes off of the goals for a moment and focused on the obstacles and enemies put here for my demise. Last week, the sun came out and my flowers began to bloom. All the fertilization and rain is proving to be totally worth it. My soul is rejoicing for the next level; the rise. Without growth and development, there is no next level. There's only a tapering off. I'm so happy that I stuck out the period of rain, because right around the corner were multitudes of blessings!

I just got back from Detroit Michigan yesterday from celebrating new life getting ready to be born in 30 days; a beautiful baby girl to be exact and I'm the proud Godmother! Below is a picture of my best friend Desiree and I at her baby shower in her hometown this past Sunday. It was a rejoicing good time and a great opening into another subject.

This topic is very near and dear to my heart. As a matter of fact it is most of what's in my heart. It's the subject of helping one another achieve their destiny and specifically women empowering other women. Last week, I attended VIPink hosted by the WEEN (Women in Entertainment Empowerment Network) organization founded by Valeisha Butterfield. Bryan Michael Cox performed. (In the picture above Lauren Lake (WEEN) interviewed him) This organization is bringing women together in a positive, supporting envoirnment. Something we don't see often enough. I applaud and admire organizations like WEEN and NABFEME, because they reinforce what women ought to always be doing: supporting each others visions and goals and creating an envoirnment where we can nuture one another, instead of having to rely on toxic relationships and negative envoirnments for affirmation. Which leads me to next point. (I love the way this is all flowing).

A huge part of what I want to do in this life, here on earth before I go to Heaven :-) is help this effort of empowering young women. Currently, I am starting an organization that is dedicated to doing this. My organization is called: The King’s Daughters™. My mission is to help young women identify who they are and help them develop the gifts that are inside of them. When I was younger I was not always able to articulate what I wanted to do or wanted to pursue in life. When people wanted to help me, it was hard because I couldn't give a clear picture and description. At times, I also struggled with self confidence and self esteem. My mission is also to help young women affirm who they are through Christian principles and not their outside circumstances, like the father that was never around, the bad relationship they just got out of, or the teasing that scarred them emotionally. I want to remind them of their royal heritage through Christ and their rich ancestry and change the negative images they may have formed about themselves. I am going to incorporate music, theater and of course travel! and many more elements of the arts, entertainment and of course Christian counselling. Getting ready to welcome my first Godchild into the world is a huge responsibility and joy for me. Surrogate parents have to be ready to step in at moments notice to handle parental duties and they are a vital part of the village that helps to raise that child.

As part of my month celebrating "May Flowers," I am travelling to Miami and the "Show Me State," this month to see more of my loved ones and surround my self with the people who have always been there for me, supported me and cheered me on at the finish line before I even got there. Since travelling is spiritual for me, this is also time I am using to gather inspiration for songs and ideas for my new empowerment organization that is already global! Look for more updates on The King’s Daughters™.

Just a sidenote... Today, I had the pleasure of meeting one of the world's greatest, genius, Gemini artists ever: Andre 3000 Benjamin. I'll keep the details surrounding our meeting private for now:-) However, I will say he has great energy. Very serene and peaceful, like he was back in Atlanta chillen under an oak tree enjoying the breeze. And for the ladies...what a smile. :-) It was a great ending to the perfect song (day)....

Till we sing again,
Verse for the Day: Ephesians 5:19 (Very appropriate for our conversation)
#1CHISista!

Shouldn't Have Left You Without a Dope Song to Step to

It's been a long minute since we last rocked together. Longer than I anticipated, but I'm back. A lot has happened in the last week and half. To avoid dwelling in the past, I'll give a quick recap on some things I got into and then on to our gift: the present.

Last night, my family the legendary David Lawrence and I inhaled a dose of his weekly underground music fix at APT in the meat packing district. Rich Medina (the deejay) is always on point. It was so chill and soulful, I thought I was back in Chicago for a minute. Especially when I bumped into J.Ivy and Tarry Torae, two of Chicago's finest lyrists.

My beautiful Mom flew in from Florida to hang with her first born this past weekend. Her timing couldn't have been more perfect. She arrived right in the middle of my "Lonely in New York" ballad. By the time she had to leave, I scrapped that song. Mom's have a way of making all the dark days bright, the sad days happy and the lonely nights seem full of folks.

I also checked out the best monthly underground, unsigned artist showcase in the NYC: Faces in the Crowd showcase hosted by Chalant and Reality. Pharoahe Monch graced the stage for the song he was featured on by an artist. The energy is always positive and love is always shown. Check out some of the music moguls who were in the building. It's always an inspiring fellowship of talent.

Now back to the present day, which truly is a gift. Waking up everyday in probably the greatest city in the United States, and pursing my passions is a gift. Being surrounded by greatness that are my peers, my mentors, my colleagues, my heros, my dreams everyday, challenging me to be better is a gift. To sum it up, I'm...yeah, you know. BLESSED.

BLESSED

Empowered to succeed, destined to believe

That I can do anything I put my mind to

Creative ability weaves me together, than pulls me apart

Putting me right back where I started, in the Father's arms

He gave me a special touch, before I entered this world's ways

He set me apart, and gave me His name

So in Him I must remain, so I can continue to live...BLESSED

No weapon formed against me shall prosper

I'm heir to the thone of honor. One day I'll call Heaven home

When I wake up, I shine like the sun. I shine like the stars

All my desires are fulfilled, because I'm...BLESSED

I eat only the good of the land. I'm full of BLESSINGS

My steps are ordered. I walk as the King's Daughter

My battles are won, my paths are made straight

My life is a testimony. God sent me to sing my story

And let the world know...I'm BLESSED!

I keep a pen handy, so I never forget the day

He wiped my tears, took away my fears, healed my pain and flooded me with his BLESSED rain.

He called me to Reign. To walk without shame.

To live and not die, to love and not hate.

His righteousness is my claim to fame. No trophies on the wall.

But a promise in my heart that He will never let me fall, because I'm....BLESSED.

He catches me everytime I slip. He's always right at my fingertips. Just a call away.

He's says, "Look around Kris. The world is yours, and I gave to you so that you...CAN BLESS!"

Verse of the Day: Isaiah 63:7

Keep God 1st in your life

Till next we sing....

#1CHISista!

Travelling - Musically - Spiritually

Living in NYC where music, fashion, entertainment = the arts is woven into the fabric of the culture (over and understated) its hard not to get caught up in the overall hype. And if you are in the hype, sometimes we get frustrated by the saturation of it all. However, there's nothing I love more during the week than a genuine praise and worship session at church and an authentic underground showcase of up and coming talented artists.

Another stand out passion of mine it travelling. I would spend my last dime to travel to a place I adore for a repeat love affair or a first introduction. Last month I journeyed to Brazil. It was such a serene, unbelievably beautiful corner of the earth. God has carved it to perfection. The water, the mountains, the sun, and the people are all enchanting. The music resonates in your spirit like a heartbeat. It's sexy, pure, and formula free. By the end of the trip, my favorite Brazilian artist was Bebel Gilberto. Check her out!

Much of the trip was spiritual. Inspiration for music, and conceptualization for how big God really is invaded my conscious day and night.

I'm a big dreamer; at night and during the day. Being able to see God's hand at work in other parts of the world gives birth to many of those dreams locked on the inside.

Now back to living in NYC...at times I feel suffocated because I am a southerner at heart. My southern soul often longs for trees, grass, room to walk, a moment to catch my breath, quiet nights and polite pedestrians. But I would be remiss not to give NYC it's props for how good it's been to me in the last soon to be three years. NY has taught me to pray harder, enjoy the little things longer, kiss faster and write shorter...songs that is.

I just got back from ATL last night. Every time I visit the A, I'm reminded that HOME is where the HEART is. I never want to leave the rolling hills, glorious green trees, clear skies, and polite people. The serenity and beauty of Georgia is a song all by itself. My spirit rejoices every time I touch down in the frantically busy Hartsfield Airport. I had a conversation with my boyfriend (music) that he has a max of two years to move me down there or I may have to leave him behind when I relocate to ATL and get a new boyfriend. :-) So for now...the show must go on.

This week, NABFEME is hosting their monthly "Women Who Jam," showcase at the Sugar Bar and Eric Roberson is getting it in at SOB's for the Sol Village. After Bible Study, I plan to drop by one or both and get a dose of some newness.

Have a great week whereever the music takes you!

Check out the video of my favorite track ("Paris, Tokyo" - so fitting for this entry. I visited Paris last year, and I'm headed to Tokyo in 2009) on the Lupe Fiasco album, "The Cool." The album is a must-have. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rkH-cK8yPA

Verse for the day: Psalm 66:12

Seek first the Kingdom of Righteousness

Musically yours,

#1CHISista!

Performance dates coming soon....

Back for the First Time

Last night, I sang on the same stage that Chrisette Michele and my personal favorite Melonie Daniels have graced while creating pandemonium with their annointed vocals. The well-known ,Village Underground 's stage on a Sunday night showcases a band that can rival the best musicians in the business, talented singers from all walks of life and an intimate audience of music lovers that participate in a feedback tug of war with the performers.

Needless to say, I felt so comfortable, so at home, and so ready to let NYC know that there's a new fierce set of vocals leaving traces, remnants, and echoes in your memory. I sang Jilly from Philly's "Gettin in the Way." Tracy Morgan was seated in the front row. What a blessed experience! Certainly not the last...

I have to give some shouts-outs! LOL. And since this is my freestyle, I can do that. The saying, 'favor ain't fair' is so true...because I'm saturated in it. I give thanks to my Savior for the courage to purse my passion, my vocal coach Edroc http://www.myspace.com/edroc33 and my sister in Christ Squeaky Moore http://squeakymoore.com/home.html who helped me get ready for this performance in 24 hours. Now for the pros, that's to be expected, but for the up and coming...that's straight up favor! They both helped me perfect an dynamic, interactive performance that had the ladies agreeing with me and the men loving my gangsta! I can't wait to go back and rock out again. Next time, I will be sure to have someone video tape it, so you can vibe in the experience with me.

Edroc's editing the videos from our studio session on Saturday and as soon as he's done with that, I'll be sure to share.

Tonight my amazingly talented cousin Semaj Collins http://www.myspace.com/semajmusiclive is showcasing her original song in a contest hosted by NABFEME. The contest is for Domestic Violence awareness and her song is a semi-finalist! Music runs deeps in the generational bloodlines. Show her some love!

This Wednesday, I'm checking out Power 105.1 open mic uptown in HARLEM. The music continues...

Till the next time...I see you on stage or underground...much love!

Verse for the day: Matthew 5:13

Preparation + Opportunity = Success!

Peacefully ~#1CHISista!

PS - Just because the video is "HOT LIKE FIYAH" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-d4MIvHlVxc&eurl=http://theybf.com/

Reminisce about the Future

With artists like Janelle Monae showcasing futuristic soul and Alicia Keys embodying classic soul, I often wonder some times what the shift in rhythm & blues is going to be. Maybe it's safe to say a combination of both. It seems like in order for music to sustain its balance, there must be a sample of the old sound, tweeked a little to make a new innovation. There has to be the mainstream, commercial sound and the indy, left of center sound to display the full picture of music's present and its future. Last night, I reminisced about the old and new with a fellow music connoisseur. We talked about the songs we jammed to back in the day and the tunes we rock to now. Do or Die, Eightball & MJG, Tupac, and Total just to name a few. Today, the list went something like this: Lil'Wayne, Rick Ross, Estelle and Lupe Fiasco. The good music continues, yesterday and today and forever.

This weekend's menu features: music for breakfast, lunch and dinner! :-) All activities are ramping up to be pretty productive. I'll be in the studio for the better part of the day tomorrow, rehearsing for a performance at the Apollo Theater later this month, then off to church (World Changers Church New York. If you wanna know more...feel free to ask!) I'll post some footage of how we get down at Da Edge of Madness in Queens. On Sunday, I may do a double offering of the annointed Ms. Melonie Daniels (singer extraordinare), first at 8:30am at the Greater Allen AME Church and then again Sunday night at the Village Underground. Holla if you decide to join me....


Verse for the day: Jude 1:24-25
"Do one thing every day that scares you." - Eleanor Roosevelt
Be Blessed! #1CHISista!

PS - Check out Homecoming if you haven't already seen it: http://videos.onsmash.com/v/nd8wIc2ntw6hwr5u

PPS - Take time to remember the 40th Anniversary of Dr. Martin Luther King's assassination, what his life accomplished, what our role is for continuing "The Dream", and realizing the power we have to be the change that we want to see in our world. xo
http://www.nytimes.com/aponline/us/AP-King-Anniversary.html?_r=1&hp&oref=slogin

Underground Royalty

Despite what you hear on the radio, with the exception of a few, good music is still being created. All throughout the cracks of New York, the up and coming, soulful and talented are being showcased. The underground circut of artists is booming...so the legacy of royalty continues.
Allow me to digress briefly to last week. As always the line up for shows, listening sessions and concerts were plentiful. My picks were the Faces in the Crowd Showcase (hottest underground showcase in NYC), the Roots listening session, and Franklin Bridge topped with my personal fave to the left, to the left: Eric Roberson. By the time I got to Friday, I was so amped to get in the studio and get to work. The inspiration was pouring out of venue after venue. Live bands, relatable lyrics, contagious energy, everybody jammin....I can never forget why this is my first love.
Which brings me to this week. Yesterday at Shrine in Harlem, the talent continued. My homie Will and I got an offering of more greatness emerging in the underground scene. Check out this rockstar when you get chance: http://www.myspace.com/kikimusic. 5'0 tall, maybe 90 pounds and she rocked out like Mick Jagger. I took tonight off from hitting up shows to work on songs for my next performance this month. I'll keep you posted with the details. This Thursday looks be a good interlude before my studio session on Saturday. I'm going to the Blender Theater to see Janelle Monae perform. Her look, and sound is so fresh. The heartbeat of good music in NYC is pumping hard.
Till next time, you can catch me underground...

Verse for the day: Proverbs 4:20-22
POWER TWINS: FAITH and PATIENCE
Lata~#1CHISista!

Virgin to the Blog (not to the Mic)

I used to be sooo against this. I honestly don't have a good reason why. I just didn't get the whole blogging phenom. I was introduced to blogging almost three years ago and sorely refused to follow the trend. And here I am, years later, joining the millions of bloggers in the blogosphere galaxy.
Happy Monday righteous people. This blog is dedicated to this thing I'm working on...my first natural love and my second spiritual love: music. I'm an up and coming singer in New York City...ruling and reigning from the MiDwEsT's BeSt city: C-H-I-C-A-G-O!
Pursing a musical career as an artist in NYC is the emotional rollercoaster that Vivian Green so eloquently described a few years back. Since, this passion is my stand in boyfriend right now, I can totally relate. This process is sometimes the greatest joy of the day, and at other times the greatest pain that won't go away.

I moved to NYC in the summer of 2005, but I've been on this personal, spiritual quest with music since adolescense. At the end of last summer, the final straw broke inside me, and I was propelled by the forces within to pursue a career in music wholeheartedly. So here I am...no STOP, no DROP, and no ROLL...just on automatic GO!!!

I hope you stay with me on the journey, no matter how rocky and bumpy. All that lies ahead is victory. You can look forward to pictures of rehearsals in the greatest, underground studio located in Jamaica, Queens (Da Edge of Madness) featuring the talented veteran in the music world, producer/engineer/vocal coach "EdRoc;" videos of performances in and around NYC; kool and talented music heads I meet everyday along the way, and most importantly...you get my greatest offering, my heart and my voice - pure for your personal edification!

Verse for the Day: Ephesians 4:29
Take Immediate Action...Make it Happen!
Ciao~#1CHISista! xo